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2003-04-10
4:35 p.m.
I might be a little too sentimental about dates but I am still trippin� on these days in particular since this was the time last year when I was diagnosed. I decided to skip out on theory class today to finish up my application for a lil� sumthing that I�ve wanted to do forever (and I am SO proud of myself � personal triumph). And I also wanted to go for a country drive before my CPR class this evening. Yeah, by 10pm this evening I will be certified to give mouth to mouth on suffocating strangers. It�s just one of those random things I�ve been meaning to do and I figure now that I am no longer cancerous or anything I should try to do new stuff all the time. Or at least a lot. All the time wouldn�t leave any room for doing old stuff like watching �The Sorority Life�. I had such a crap creep afternoon yesterday. I am kind of mad at the world for being so stressful that if one thing isn�t strained in your life someone else�s life is fucking with them. I am roundabout trying to express my disappointment and worry for some peeps in my life. You know, when I was in high school, we used to just wait until the weekend and then drink our hours away and everything would be hilarious. Drinking isn�t the answer but really, it sure used to work well. I just can�t figure out how after all I�ve gone through that life is seeming even more�um�cruel? No� odd? Smelly? huh? - 2004-01-15 resolutions - 2004-01-09 video reason - 2003-12-30 sik - 2003-12-06 voiceless - 2003-11-19
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