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2003-06-03

3:23 p.m.

So I guess today Saturn entered my sign for the first time in 28 years. I am not 28 yet so I am not sure how that works but I guess I am close enough.

I guess that means something big time in astrology. And today marks the big-time because a year ago I started this little diaryland deal. I was only four days away from starting chemo and I hadn�t figured out that I should use individual entries instead of weblog style. I renewed my gold membership so I guess I�ll keep going but now with Saturn in my sign I think I�ll adjust my focus.

Since I am moving out of my own place that I didn�t even have a year ago I can say that a lot has happened since then � things are different � things are better. And I have a new hairstyle that I get compliments on all the time. I am not kidding four of them today. I hope my new chemo curls don�t go away.

I am even smarter now which is why in light of recent drama I have decided that my friends can get a divorce without my input or active concern. For the past week I have been privy to the inside thoughts and feelings of two opposing parties that are at the beginning of a break-up. I can see the workings of these individuals and I don�t dig it. And now that Saturn�s with me I should know better than to occupy my brain with someone else�s bullshit. So in conclusion on that matter, I can only take them out to get drunk but the topic of conversation will be music, movies, or getting me a date.

Saturn was my favorite planet in grade school. Well I guess everyone dug it since it was the one with the rings. I thought Jupiter�s big red gash reminded me of, well something dirty. That�s the kind of kid I was. I felt a little something for Pluto but looking back I recognize that feeling as pity. Pity for that poor tiny little outcast planet. The solar system is comforting to think about sometimes. I nearly forgot about it now that space travel is so 1980.

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resolutions - 2004-01-09
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sik - 2003-12-06
voiceless - 2003-11-19

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